I just found out that the guy that i have had a crush on for quite a while has a girlfriend. It isn't that it hurts, it is that i feel that i will never find the love i want and deserve. I do not want to be lonely for the rest of my life! I want to go on my first date with a guy who makes my heart stop. I want to fall in love with a guy because i know in my heart he is the perfect guy for me. It frustrates me that, at my age, both my brother and sister had a spouse that they could go and have fun with. I am missing out on all of that! I don't want the be the old woman with 40 cats! Why can't i be happy and fall in love? I am so ready for the guy of dreams why can't he show up already?
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